D.P.A
Diploma Pengurusan Awam.
I was informed that it is my turn to go for the 6 month course at INTAN in order for to get confirmation on service. lots of stories i heard from previous batch. different batch undergo different kind of treatment but more or less the same activities.
I have no problem in completing the course so long it doesn't involve night walk or anything that have leeches..many tips were given..using insect repellent, sulphur (belerang), wear tight pants, baygon spray..
hurmmm..i don't know..i guess it depends on your psychological state..i'll just have to think positive i guess..but if there are like 10 leeches all over my body, negative thinking starts to kick in..hahahaha..
night walk is my other fear..it's not like i scared of darkness..although it is rightfully the thruth..hahaha.. but still it depends on you..your mind..mental preparedness..this is a story from my childhood. i was walking with my arwah atuk who lived in Kampung Kecil, Bukit Kepong (yes..the historical Bkt kepong).. the village is so isolated and far from each other. we were walking 1 night (me and atuk) sometimes with my nenek (also called atuk).. they called me "gunung"..only me and my sister was called with that name..cause we are the favourite cucu..huhu..so this night, i walk side by side with atuk and i held his hand so tight and close my eyes as we were walking in dark at rubber estate..(ladang pokok getah yee...) i wouldn't dare to see anything that pitch black night..hahaha i closed my eyes until we reached home..to that extent my fear of dark..Now??..not sure..i guess we'll know once i go for DPA..
Counting on days now..waiting for 1oct to come by..sadly i have to leave my son..Umar in Melaka with his nenek.. memang budak itu akan dimanjakan..hahaha..Windu kat umar nanti...cayang anak mak..
p/s: nervous, scared, suspens, thrilled, excited..multiple of emotions..
I was informed that it is my turn to go for the 6 month course at INTAN in order for to get confirmation on service. lots of stories i heard from previous batch. different batch undergo different kind of treatment but more or less the same activities.
I have no problem in completing the course so long it doesn't involve night walk or anything that have leeches..many tips were given..using insect repellent, sulphur (belerang), wear tight pants, baygon spray..
hurmmm..i don't know..i guess it depends on your psychological state..i'll just have to think positive i guess..but if there are like 10 leeches all over my body, negative thinking starts to kick in..hahahaha..
night walk is my other fear..it's not like i scared of darkness..although it is rightfully the thruth..hahaha.. but still it depends on you..your mind..mental preparedness..this is a story from my childhood. i was walking with my arwah atuk who lived in Kampung Kecil, Bukit Kepong (yes..the historical Bkt kepong).. the village is so isolated and far from each other. we were walking 1 night (me and atuk) sometimes with my nenek (also called atuk).. they called me "gunung"..only me and my sister was called with that name..cause we are the favourite cucu..huhu..so this night, i walk side by side with atuk and i held his hand so tight and close my eyes as we were walking in dark at rubber estate..(ladang pokok getah yee...) i wouldn't dare to see anything that pitch black night..hahaha i closed my eyes until we reached home..to that extent my fear of dark..Now??..not sure..i guess we'll know once i go for DPA..
Counting on days now..waiting for 1oct to come by..sadly i have to leave my son..Umar in Melaka with his nenek.. memang budak itu akan dimanjakan..hahaha..Windu kat umar nanti...cayang anak mak..
p/s: nervous, scared, suspens, thrilled, excited..multiple of emotions..
Hello iza:)
ReplyDeleteMake a wild guess who is this:)
DPA was one of my fear:) I'm beyond than the word "scared". But, have faith in yourself. It's a one time experience. Think it on a good side i.e your confirmation, away from your job for a while, another fresh air to breath in etc.
Make the best preparation. You have nothing to lose:)
hey eye*da!! why are u everywhere??
ReplyDeleteAik!! mcm mna ko bleh jumpa aku kat sini?? x padan ngn kecik2 cili padi ye..hehehe..
ReplyDeletetu la aku sampai xleh tido dh nie..aku badan je besa tp mmg penakut..aku dah terbayang muka org termenung tepi jalan masa night walk la..terbaring tengah jalan la..mata terpandang benda lain bergerak la..issskkk...takutnyeerr...